Its been a while since I penned something here, it's me, I'm back. Nothing much, same old me, with the same arrogant face and attitude. Sadly to say it would be another emo post of mine. Life has been so fucked up recently (apology for my rough language). Life, family, career, friendship, relationship???
Things has been going on like a roller coaster for me, went up so high that I've forgotten myself, lost control and ended falling deep under. Stupid, silly, useless... I've brand myself with all these words day after day. Doesn't seems to help either.
As what I've always said, nobody knows what it's like to be Wallace Yeoh. As the title of this post, you may see me smiling and LMAO but do you really know what's behind me?
Filled with pain, backstabbing, sabotage, harsh words, lies, younameIgotit!
Glad enough to have few friends who are supportive enough at this moment that would still never gave up on me, trust me, I almost gave up on myself and it was you guys that really makes me to hang on. Thank you. Love you guys.
One thing I'm really glad at the moment would be the long lastingness of my smilling mask, really wondered how long could that really last. With all these shits and mind fucking shits going on, seriously I'm at the edge of everything already. Neaver thought I would post this up publicly, but I only can thought of my blog, somewhere I could release all out, somewhere people who really cares about me would understand me more, somewhere I can speakout without someone talking back. Yea, I'm in emo mode, in fact, I've been in this mode for quite some while.
FML? I really wish I could fucked it once and for all and I could live in peace after that.
Enough of mind fucking, soul weaking, body torturing moments for me. Dear Lord, though I don't have any religion, if you're listening. I'm begging you to FML once and for all. Thanks dawg!
Cheers,
W
